why does it feel like this?

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 why do I have to feel the pain, the loneliness. why did god destined me to live in this world. i'm bored, i hate everything, people, tools, nature, i hate it. why did i have to be born? what's the point of me? i'm useless, i don't give any benefit. i'm just sleeping. i want to be praised, appreciated as i like to appreciate others. Why are you silent, why are you silent? Now try praising me! Praise me! I hate it when you just look at me. Why don't you talk to me. you are really not important, in my heart, you are crazy, cowardly, losers. you are cruel. you are selfish. in my eyes, you are bad. I hate my life. I want to die. I am sorry, I am a sadist, if not like this where should I vent my emotions? you are sadists.

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