intan's blog

I am a lazy person, like to lie down, Relax playing phone. My daily life is selling LPG gas, because my father opened a gas station business for me, for my activities he said. I want to be better, more useful, because if I only sell gas, I can't get inner satisfaction. No denied, working in an office is very difficult and stressful, so from that I chose to resign from the four jobs that used to be. I am a person who is actually quite stubborn and easily offended. I've been told that I can't work, that I'm slow, even though I don't feel that way myself. Eventually I got stressed out, and went to a psychiatrist. Hmmm that's a little bit of my story.  Now, at this time, I really want to write a book, because I know it's not easy, I'm trying to warm up by writing on a blog, blogspot to be exact. I wonder if I can do it? I want to be famous, be a source, talk here and there and be asked for autographs, seems cool. I'm not a person who has special potentia...

 my purpose for writing is 1. to have many friends 2. to sharpen my critical thinking because I want to be a smart person 3. to expand my vocabulary 4. to be famous and admired 5. to earn money 6. being a useful person 7. to help express my heart which is difficult when speaking 8. can speak roughly and not offend others hehe

 1. open and honest communication talk to each other without hiding your feelings. if something is bothering you, express it in a good way. don't keep it to yourself. 2. Show affection every day gratitude and kind words can keep the relationship warm. 3. respect and support each other respect differences in opinion, support your partner's dreams and goals. don't easily drop but help grow together 4. be patient and not easily emotional 5. spend quality time together chatting, cooking together can maintain closeness, don't be too busy to forget your partner.

 critical thinking tips: 1. suspend judgment do not immediately agree or reject 2. gather facts, not assumptions distinguish between opinions and facts. find reliable sources 3. ask in-depth questions example: what is the evidence? is there another point of view? 4. train yourself to see from various perspectives 5. do more reading and discussion 6. be aware of bias and emotions 7. dare to admit ignorance 8. keep a thought journal write your thoughts on an issue, then review them again: are there logical gaps? can they be refuted with other arguments?

 good morning friends, start the day with morning prayers and coffee. how delicious. those who don't like coffee, can sip warm tea. There is no day without you, diamond. diamond is a precious thing. diamond is me. diamond is the dream of parents, to give their parents a sense of justice, blessings, not to be weak, not to disappoint parents. We should love our parents with difficulty, strive for the best for parents, work hard, sweat, clean the house, help mom in the kitchen, clean the dishes, clean anything that can be cleaned, Timoty Ronald is really cool, my friend. can you be him, a rich young man. ah never mind, fight your real dreams, be the best, never put your ego forward, put forward good emotions, not bad ones. spirit, spirit, spirit....bye

 I want to be a talented writer, who inspires others to rise up. I want to be a reliable, confident, critical, beautiful news reader. I want to be a good teacher, trainer, psychologist, personal development coach, podcaster, housewife. In my mind, being a housewife is not only working at home, but having other activities, which is writing as much as possible, having many friends, writing short stories, or novels, or articles. I want to be famous and rich, have my own income. i know i have to find as much info as possible about becoming a talented and paid writer. first, i start from blogging here first, then later add other platforms, mediums maybe, the important thing is that my brain must be invited to actively think, discuss, don't just lie down. must think and act a lot, move, exercise, cook, clean the house, right? hahaha :)

 Where do we look for true love? Where do we cry out when the storm comes roaring? All we know is that You can restore everything Where do we look for true love? Where do we cry out when the storms come roaring in? We know only You can restore all things We need Your miracles We need the touch of Your hand We can't go it alone We need You Lord Where do we look for true love? Where do we cry out when the storm comes roaring? All we know is that only you can restore everything We need your miracle We need the touch of your hand We can't walk alone We need you God We need you (Your miracle) We need the touch of your hand (God) We can't walk alone (walk alone) We need you God We need you God We need you (We need you) We need you (We need you) We need you God

 I want to write down the benefits of writing 1. writing helps to bring out the heart in getting things out. 2. writing strengthens the heart, is able to stand on its own, does not depend on others 3. writing makes people feel confident, free of inhibitions, restrictions etc. 4. writing helps critical thinking, try writing when you are angry, it will definitely be different than swearing through words, what's the difference? the difference, your opponent will not be angry with you, because you swear here 5. writing can be fruitful, make money 6. writing makes you famous, famous for being smart and existent 7. writing is able to undo your bad intentions, which used to be resigned to the spirit of work, instead of sleeping it's better to write like this, right? yes, even though no one reads, it feels really good, because this is the original work of ourselves.

 why do I have to feel the pain, the loneliness. why did god destined me to live in this world. i'm bored, i hate everything, people, tools, nature, i hate it. why did i have to be born? what's the point of me? i'm useless, i don't give any benefit. i'm just sleeping. i want to be praised, appreciated as i like to appreciate others. Why are you silent, why are you silent? Now try praising me! Praise me! I hate it when you just look at me. Why don't you talk to me. you are really not important, in my heart, you are crazy, cowardly, losers. you are cruel. you are selfish. in my eyes, you are bad. I hate my life. I want to die. I am sorry, I am a sadist, if not like this where should I vent my emotions? you are sadists.

 I often ask about my identity, who am I and what should I do? I'm bored, I'm tired, I want to be appreciated, understood, spoiled, etc. Why am I always like this, hard to be happy, hard to think? then, I reflect, oh it turns out this is my shortcoming, I always complain, never grateful, I'm late for marriage, I'm late for this and that, I'm late, I feel like cursing myself, why do I have to be late, why do I have to miss the train? I want to be myself, I want to be the best, the greatest, admired, loved, number 1. I don't want to despair. I have to be enthusiastic and rise to be the best.